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These are the masks that we wear everyday because somehow when we open up our mouths people dont care what have to say Because were faceless!!! how in the hell did the world just miss us
Is it because were not to loud or are we 3 shadows that just doesnt blend with the rest of the crowd
We have eyes and ears and also a mouth, how come for some reason we always get blurred out
I get so tired from asking the same damn question
Maybe its just me, anybody with some insights or some suggestions
Being faceless I guess sometimes can have its perks but nah deep down inside, that shit really hurts
Being ignored like u dont exist anymore, I cant believe, that shit still got me in awe
Making somebody faceless, now thats just mean, one of God’s creations, man or woman their still a human being.
I ask myself constantly! dont I have a face? why cant they see? or is it a way for somebody to just judge me.
By taking away our physical an attack our mental! those are the the things I can’t understand, I just never understood.
We refuse to remain faceless, here are our rules and a few simple basis, respect, equality, and to be treated humanely, we will no longer wear your mask and be your unknown faces..
Faceless nomore, we have names… Monique, Nekayba, Naiima, now put that taste in your mouth and let it savor my friends because you’ll definitely see us. I guarantee you once more again.
Baby daddy, yeah im talking to you, I hope that you hear me because you a gwan like a fool. I see I have to put your ass in check and stop this train from colliding into an unnecessary wreck. You see im tired of you coming for me trying to disgrace and attack me to prove that your happy. I dont care what you do boo boo!! You keep running after me, not me seeking after you.
True happiness comes from within, not telling me you have a new woman and a 750 bm…..w that is, Grown men handle their bis, not down their baby mamas with all of the petty drama, but I forgot who I was dealing with, your the same nigga who measure his goals with the size of his tip, your words dont hurt, they don’t hurt me one bit.
No weapons formed against me shall prosper, Im covered in the blood by my Heavenly Father!!
Your a mistake, a mishap I made in my life, remember you are that same bottom feeder that said he doesn’t have a wife, I mean really all that just to get some of this boo boo kitty, Who does that, your not a real man your just messy, karma will come back to you and no her name wont be BECKY….so dont test me, I deserve your respect, real woman on deck, so dont come for me, unless I send for you, gamma fly wanna be young dude, then I wont have to put your ass in check, trust this is all for the best, now go your ways and get your life, its not me your hurting its your wife…
Baby daddy fooled me once maybe even twice but you will never ever have victory over my life.
So take several seats and accept defeat, you are the weakest link, shoutout to you from me and our two stanks!! wink wink, who was last is now first and who was first is now last, Glory be to God, you are now officially a skeleton from my past!!….
Father may I talk to you? because it’s some things I have to clear up that just ain’t true!
Being a father is exactly that, being there for them, letting your presence be known, now that’s a known fact, instead of going around looking for a pat on the back, because you were apart of the act that brought those children into the World that you wish now you can take back!!
Being a father is being there when things get harder, not run away and choose not to be bothered, especially when u have daughters
Girls need their father figure, to protect and prepare them for a man whenever they decide to have one in their picture. They need that strong arm to let anyone know that as long as their father is alive, no one could never do them any harm
Same goes for a boy oh I know that’s daddy’s joy, trying to make sure that he does no wrong and grows up strong, but you do your best so he will know his place and his role in this world , also never ever disrespect you and get up in your face.
Fathers I’m mostly talking to you about your daughters, you should never leave them behind chanting! Out of sight out of mind..
Basically your telling them, they can go where the sun don’t shine, I know that sounds way out of lineI! I’m poeticallyspoken and that shit right there is happening to mines. I don’t play the radio that don’t go so, father of my two you knew from the beginning that was a no no..
But you continue your absentee and blame us for the path you chose of your ghostly reality
The fact and the matter is, you chose where you are by far, which is the hell that you chose and try to use us to rebel
Father of mines, unlike you I’ve never abandoned my damn two!! With or without you, they will always be my boos..
Mother to father, yeah I’m talking to you, the ones you left behind, my daughters you know the two, when your world finally ends, and caos
No longer apart of your demands, guess what
You are going to need some helping hands.
Your time is near and you better hope that those
Two girls spare you the time of the day. Remember it was you who chose to walk away from a mother they always had! But a father they’ve never had one…
Mother to father you know that it’s true, don’t worry though, because those same two girls will be looking down on you!!
And the rest is history, these are my words always spoken poetically..
Oh lord would you look at me, so far from heaven I can not believe, I came to far to turn back, To hear your voice is what I need right now because I fell back down. This side of me is so hard to turn around, Sometimes I feel like my soul is about to drown. Please send me and angel! Can you send one right on down? Restore my faith, so that I could know that one day My Father in heaven will never walk away.He says to me!! My daughter when you need your father, just pray to me and you will see your blessings will come, Baby more than one. The answers you seek, you just have to believe I am the only almighty and there’s no reign like mines. My dear, just come to me without any fears, I wont put on you more than you can bare, Far from heaven was once your route, so im saving you baby, because you said your soul has drowned. Heard all your prayers because you said you fell back down, so now im here to turn your life around.
So far from heaven, I dont ever want to be, Its the hardest thing to believe in, something you just cant see. Especially not knowing it was always you who carried me through my deepest darkest times, even when sometimes you knew I was lying. What I didnt know is, What you had in store, you got rid of my lying spirit so I can lie no more.
God I trust in you and put you first, You are the reason that a woman knows her worth. Far from heaven is a thing of my past, Finally reaching heaven victorious at last!!..
Letting go, sometimes is the hardest thing to do
Especially when you realize that the person
Wasn’t really meant for you.
Over the years you had several doubts
Trying to keep your family together
It’s what relationships is all about
Letting go means, someone will get hurt
You make every effort, to see if it still might work
The truth remains the same
The longer you both hold on, the deeper the pain
Sometimes in life we have to cut our loss
Not enough truth and too much false
Promises and faking who she or he really is
Sometimes questioning how you and this person
Somehow even share kids
Letting go, should be the right thing to do
Especially when the person your with is not
Really feeling you
Nobody likes to let go, they rather hold on
And not let their true feelings show
Letting go, for me is being about it
and not tip toe around it
Because feelings just keep getting hurt
From not letting go and realizing it just didn’t work
I tried letting go several times, hoping and praying
That the one I love would truly be mines
But it didn’t happen that way
Because I decided to stay, my heart got broken
And that’s just one of the prices I now have to pay
I held on so long to love, that was so wrong
From the very beginning, listening to my emotions kept me right on sinning
Letting go, should have been right from the start
Now anger and animosity is keeping us apart
Letting go, I tell anyone please don’t hesitate
Because the one you once love
Could be the one that consumes your heart with
So much hate
Letting go, is for everyone’s sake
I didn’t know it would be this hard, but now I know
Love, Let go and Let GOD! Poetically Spoken
Letting go .. Now I have to take charge
Where do we go from here?
I know we was dealt with some difficult cards in life
But we just cant stop there.
God has a bigger plan for us, I can feel it……I know its near.
What I have learned during this tough time and tribulation
That everything happens for a reason
Everyone goes through a tough time,
Just so happen this is our season
There is no devine reason.
He is our God Almighty
He will see us to the end
And only on him you shall depend on
Because he will take you through,
Stay faithful to him because hes the only one that can save you.
He will lift you up, God doesn’t ask for much, your faithfulness, and your daily praises to him, which will put you on the right track, to repentency to get rid of our sins.
Where do we go from here?
I should know that by now, being that my girls and I have been in these streets for a while, even tho we still manage to keep our smiles, often feeling like 3 exiles.
We seen some highs and also lows, were done with these struggles, thats as far as it goes!!
That family of mine, truly left us behind, but this was the last time.
They didnt believe our story because they said I was lying, sleeping in the streets is not funny to me, nor is it supposed to be our reality, But it doesnt matter, God knows our truth, he is the one that kept us safe, each and every time we were moving place to place.
While family wondering why we’re able to text and blog, this is how we are able to get through the day so far, while sleeping day to day in our car.
I dont understand the things that people worry about, the truth and the matter is, this whole damn time, they could’ve been helping us out.
Where do we go from here?
Like the Phoenix, we shall rise from these ashes.
Never looking back, on the way to our destinys, this is our truth and a known fact, Finally Going down the right path and staying on the right track.
Most of my life the sun never shined
I pray for the light through my deepest darkess times
I lay in my bed asking God why?
Why you chose me? To live in this life
My world is so cold and its hard to survive
I try to believe that the worst is behind
When i take a step forward, i fall several times
Making me feel like im losing my mind
I say on to thee
MY GOD! I WANNA BE FREE!
Free of all the pain and all the misery
IM GOING INSANE!
OH GOD! CANT YOU SEE!?
I dont wanna remain in this life you gave to me
I call out your name
MY LORD OH HOLY! Forgive me
MY GOD have mercy
Deliver my soul because im losing control
I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I drop to my knees and seen why Jesus wept
My Father in Heaven, have you turned your back on me?
I feel so alone because you never talk to me
I cry every night, hoping that you will see
I wanna be saved and serve you faithfully
The sun never shines, it only rains and storms on me
Tough times ahead, and more tears to shed
I cry out, NOMORE!
I cant take this spiritual war!
No one knows what i have to adore
They wouldnt believe the things that i saw
See, i believe that the end is near
Satan is whispering, hes whispering in my ear, saying Girl you better, you better fear
He grabbed on to me and said he aint going nowhere
This is the burden i carry with me
Do you hear me My Lord?
I need you desperately
He said on to me, turn away from him, satan knows that he can never win because the path he chose, a world full of sin
His life has already been condemned
I said to the lord, I thank you gracefully because all along you’ve carried me
Its hard to believe that the devil is after me
He comes into the night and attacks me in my sleep
I say my prayers to the one and only
Our Father in Heaven can you please protect me?
I just wanna be free and live my life in peace but im feeling so scared because its to much to bare
The sun never shines, just darkness falls on me
Will victory be mine? Or will i be damned for eternity?