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Letting go
Letting go, sometimes is the hardest thing to do
Especially when you realize that the person
Wasn’t really meant for you.
Over the years you had several doubts
Trying to keep your family together
It’s what relationships is all about
Letting go means, someone will get hurt
You make every effort, to see if it still might work
The truth remains the same
The longer you both hold on, the deeper the pain
Sometimes in life we have to cut our loss
Not enough truth and too much false
Promises and faking who she or he really is
Sometimes questioning how you and this person
Somehow even share kids
Letting go, should be the right thing to do
Especially when the person your with is not
Really feeling you
Nobody likes to let go, they rather hold on
And not let their true feelings show
Letting go, for me is being about it
and not tip toe around it
Because feelings just keep getting hurt
From not letting go and realizing it just didn’t work
I tried letting go several times, hoping and praying
That the one I love would truly be mines
But it didn’t happen that way
Because I decided to stay, my heart got broken
And that’s just one of the prices I now have to pay
I held on so long to love, that was so wrong
From the very beginning, listening to my emotions kept me right on sinning
Letting go, should have been right from the start
Now anger and animosity is keeping us apart
Letting go, I tell anyone please don’t hesitate
Because the one you once love
Could be the one that consumes your heart with
So much hate
Letting go, is for everyone’s sake
I didn’t know it would be this hard, but now I know
Love, Let go and Let GOD! Poetically Spoken
Letting go .. Now I have to take charge
MONIQUE
Let me tell you about this girl name Monique
She’s a hood chic, whenever she can be
Ride or die when she’s in the damn streets
Camouflage when she’s on the low key
Her smooth style cause she keeps it classy
Rough neck when they try to disrespect
Talk smack Monique would Neva let
So step back before your ass regret
A known fact, she don’t make no empty threats
So fall back, A nightmare you wish you Neva met
She’s like a bomb ignited, about to explode
You took her kindness for her weakness cause you were neva told
Forcing her into attack mode
Sending your ass right down that dirt road
You must of thought that she was neva taught
to hold her own, Monique is well known
to hold her head she holds real high
knowing that God is always on her side
So all you haters just walk your ass on by
The day will come, tragedy for some
What you thought that she was gonna run
and that Monique was doing this all for fun
She’s on her way to that million dollar pay
Just the beginning, Monique will never stop
Until she rises onto the damn top
Not Easily Broken, Staying Humble, Hopeful and Prayerful!
Where Do We Go From Here?
Where do we go from here?
I know we was dealt with some difficult cards in life
But we just cant stop there.
God has a bigger plan for us, I can feel it……I know its near.
What I have learned during this tough time and tribulation
That everything happens for a reason
Everyone goes through a tough time,
Just so happen this is our season
There is no devine reason.
He is our God Almighty
He will see us to the end
And only on him you shall depend on
Because he will take you through,
Stay faithful to him because hes the only one that can save you.
He will lift you up, God doesn’t ask for much, your faithfulness, and your daily praises to him, which will put you on the right track, to repentency to get rid of our sins.
Where do we go from here?
I should know that by now, being that my girls and I have been in these streets for a while, even tho we still manage to keep our smiles, often feeling like 3 exiles.
We seen some highs and also lows, were done with these struggles, thats as far as it goes!!
That family of mine, truly left us behind, but this was the last time.
They didnt believe our story because they said I was lying, sleeping in the streets is not funny to me, nor is it supposed to be our reality, But it doesnt matter, God knows our truth, he is the one that kept us safe, each and every time we were moving place to place.
While family wondering why we’re able to text and blog, this is how we are able to get through the day so far, while sleeping day to day in our car.
I dont understand the things that people worry about, the truth and the matter is, this whole damn time, they could’ve been helping us out.
Where do we go from here?
Like the Phoenix, we shall rise from these ashes.
Never looking back, on the way to our destinys, this is our truth and a known fact, Finally Going down the right path and staying on the right track.
Protected: Family <3
About Me…
My Name is Monique, Im a Inspirational Poet/Writer/SongWriter/ I enjoy telling My Life stories Through My Poems. I’m currently finishing up my autobiography and I am in the middle of writing two children’s books. My plans are to work my way on to the best sellers list with the grace of God! BUSINESS INQUIRIES and CONTACT EMAIL : Godschild4048@gmail.com
Family Went Wrong
Family went wrong from the day i was born
There was no sign of love except from above
I lay in my mother’s womb
Only to find out, it was really my prison tomb
How could it be? No family for me
I said to the lord, why did you do this to me?! Send me into a world of hate and onto a family who dont appreciate the blessing you sent to them
A child like me who they dont even see
The pain is deep, to deep for me
So i cry out to u lord because i need you desperately
How did it all go wrong
Should i have never been born?
I question this lord because my family is so torn
What can i do to make it right
There is still no sign of my family’s love, so i cry every night
Wishing it could…
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Walk in My Shoes
Try walking in my shoes
Waking up everyday not knowing
what to do
Feeling like the whole world is so against you
With every wandering eye
Wondering why, why are you here
But Excuse me, I have nowhere to go, neither here nor there
So please stop judging me & stop with the stares
I know stories like this are not often rare but im here to tell you, that this is me & my 2 daughters current nightmare
I Wanna Live Not Just Survive
I wanna live not just survive
I wanna be able to wake up happy
Not always cry
I hate feeling this way but thats whats inside, so I have to let it out, so I wont scream and shout
Im a Inspirational Poet
My struggle is real, just by looking at me
you wouldn’t even know it
Because no matter what im going through, I always manage to keep a smile on my face
But deep down inside theres a bitter taste thats trying to subside
But thats not always easy to do
Hide all of the hardships my family and I are currently going through
Yeah…who knew?!
Im Poetically Spoken
And I fell too
That just goes to show you the struggle is real
I just wanna be able to live my life and be happy, well…thats just how I feel
We tried seeking help but no one seems to care, which left my girls and I in the middle of nowhere Literally sleeping in my car, wasnt the best decision of mine, just means we didnt have a place to lay our heads at the time
I say it again I just wannna live and not just survive
I find myself stating that all the time
Cries in the dark, 3 broken hearts
It just seems like we dont matter but I know we do
Try taking a moment and step in our shoes
How would u feel if the whole world forgot about you?
Going to so called family who often turn there backs because they didnt care where we were at, under a bridge or in a parking lot
Is this the meaning of family? I think NOT!
Im Poetically Spoken, im here to share these powerful words from 3 voices that went unheard
United we are, united will always be
This is all apart of our dark and stormy journey, spoken poetically
Email : Godschild4048@gmail.com
My Pain, My Life, My Struggles, My Fight 