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My Poem “Letting Go”


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http://www.redbubble.com/people/poeticallyme/works/22423414-my-poem-letting-go?p=iphone-case&rel=carousel If you like My Poem “Letting Go” and would love it as a Iphone case or travel mug order on my Redbubble Shop, ITS AVAILABLE FOR ALL IPHONE CASES, HERE IS THE POEM —> Letting go, sometimes is the hardest thing to do, especially when you realize that the person
wasn’t really meant for you.
Over the years you had several doubts, trying to keep your family together, It’s what relationships is all about.
Letting go means, someone will get hurt, you make every effort to see if it still might work. The truth remains the same, The longer you both hold on, the deeper the pain.

Sometimes in life we have to cut our loss, Not enough truth and too much false.

Promises and faking who she or he really is, sometimes questioning how you and this person somehow even share kids.
Letting go should be the right thing to do, especially when the person you’re with is not really feeling you. Nobody likes to let go, they rather hold on and not let their true feelings show.
Letting go for me is being about it and not tip toe around it because feelings just keep getting hurt from not letting go and realizing it just didn’t work. I tried letting go several times, hoping and praying that the one I love would truly be mines but it didn’t happen that way
because I decided to stay, my heart got broken
And that’s just one of the prices I now have to pay. I held on so long to love, that was so wrong from the very beginning, listening to my emotions kept me right on sinning. 

Letting go should have been right from the start, Now anger and animosity is keeping us apart. 

Letting go, I tell anyone please don’t hesitate because the one you once love
could be the one that consumes your heart with so much hate.
Letting go is for everyone’s sake, I didn’t know it would be this hard but now I know

Love, Let go and Let GOD! Poetically Spoken
Letting go…Now I have to take charge

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Domestic Violence 

No No don’t touch, ashes to ashes, dust to dust, thats what you’ll get if you put your hands on us, calling five O, hmmm a must
You think your in charge, how you gonna feel when your ass behind bars. Nigga you must be CRAZY threatning me and our two babies!! nah their ladies.. you ask me, that shit is shady.. you mad at me, we’re not your tragedy, you’re the one who chose to be a dead beat daddy.
Now you threaten me, you went to far, right about now you’re looking casket sharp. The time has come, funny how now we see who’s the one on the run…Dont play with me or test me gee, OH, one of us will go, trust it wont be me. 
Does that make you a man, knocking a woman down from which she stands. Yeah catch me if you can, that will be the last time you ever raise your hands, to a woman that is, don’t get mad at me and your two kids.
Be mindful, instead of prideful, you spoke some real shit that I just can’t dismiss, now imma ask you, Do you know who yuh a deal wit??
Well I am that bihh, thats not gonna let you get away wit threatning me, tic tic!! the clock is ticking, cause bodily harm, nigga what were you thinking, maybe out somewhere heavily drinking, sorry ole boy, your woman beating ship is now sinking, I know your thinking where is she, so u can put the fear back in me..
I told you before all my strength comes from my Heavenly Father, so stop looking! don’t bother! You call us dumb, hell this dont make you look any smarter, who does that, leave a live voicemail with vicious threats, thats the shit I will never forget…this is all you, all your mess, how dare you try to make us your regrets..

Now imma close this out, because I have no more doubts, I did nothing wrong, you were the one to seek me out, whatever it was, bruh you chose my route!! go take that to the bank and cash that shit out!!

Faceless

These are the masks that we wear everyday because somehow when we open up our mouths people dont care what have to say Because were faceless!!! how in the hell did the world just miss us 

Is it because were not to loud or are we 3 shadows that just doesnt blend with the rest of the crowd

We have eyes and ears and also a mouth, how come for some reason we always get blurred out

I get so tired from asking the same damn question

Maybe its just me, anybody with some insights or some suggestions 

Being faceless I guess sometimes can have its perks but nah deep down inside, that shit really hurts

Being ignored like u dont exist anymore, I cant believe, that shit still got me in awe

Making somebody faceless, now thats just mean, one of God’s creations, man or woman their still a human being.

I ask myself constantly! dont I have a face? why cant they see? or is it a way for somebody to just judge me.

By taking away our physical an attack our mental! those are the the things I can’t understand, I just never understood.

We refuse to remain faceless, here are our rules and a few simple basis, respect, equality, and to be treated humanely, we will no longer wear your mask and be your unknown faces..

Faceless nomore, we have names… Monique, Nekayba, Naiima, now put that taste in your mouth and let it savor my friends because you’ll definitely see us. I guarantee you once more again.

Baby Daddy Check

Baby daddy, yeah im talking to you, I hope that you hear me because you a gwan like a fool. I see I have to put your ass in check and stop this train from colliding into an unnecessary wreck. You see im tired of you coming for me trying to disgrace and attack me to prove that your happy. I dont care what you do boo boo!! You keep running after me, not me seeking after you. 
True happiness comes from within, not telling me you have a new woman and a 750 bm…..w that is, Grown men handle their bis, not down their baby mamas with all of the petty drama, but I forgot who I was dealing with, your the same nigga who measure his goals with the size of his tip, your words dont hurt, they don’t hurt me one bit.

                                      

No weapons formed against me shall prosper, Im covered in the blood by my Heavenly Father!!

Your a mistake, a mishap I made in my life, remember you are that same bottom feeder that said he doesn’t have a wife, I mean really all that just to get some of this boo boo kitty, Who does that, your not a real man your just messy, karma will come back to you and no her name wont be BECKY….so dont test me, I deserve your respect, real woman on deck, so dont come for me, unless I send for you, gamma fly wanna be young dude, then I wont have to put your ass in check, trust this is all for the best, now go your ways and get your life, its not me your hurting its your wife… 
Baby daddy fooled me once maybe even twice but you will never ever have victory over my life.

So take several seats and accept defeat, you are the weakest link, shoutout to you from me and our two stanks!! wink wink, who was last is now first and who was first is now last, Glory be to God, you are now officially a skeleton from my past!!….

Mother to Father

                         
Father may I talk to you? because it’s some things I have to clear up that just ain’t true!

Being a father is exactly that, being there for them, letting your presence be known, now that’s a known fact, instead of going around looking for a pat on the back, because you were apart of the act that brought those children into the World that you wish now you can take back!!

Being a father is being there when things get harder, not run away and choose not to be bothered, especially when u have daughters 
Girls need their father figure, to protect and prepare them for a man whenever they decide to have one in their picture. They need that strong arm to let anyone know that as long as their father is alive, no one could never do them any harm

Same goes for a boy oh I know that’s daddy’s joy, trying to make sure that he does no wrong and grows up strong, but you do your best so he will know his place and his role in this world , also never ever disrespect you and get up in your face. 
Fathers I’m mostly talking to you about your daughters, you should never leave them behind chanting! Out of sight out of mind.. 

Basically your telling them, they can go where the sun don’t shine, I know that sounds way out of lineI! I’m poeticallyspoken and that shit right there is happening to mines. I don’t play the radio that don’t go so, father of my two you knew from the beginning that was a no no..

But you continue your absentee and blame us for the path you chose of your ghostly reality
The fact and the matter is, you chose where you are by far, which is the hell that you chose and try to use us to rebel
Father of mines, unlike you I’ve never abandoned my damn two!! With or without you, they will always be my boos..
Mother to father, yeah I’m talking to you, the ones you left behind, my daughters you know the two, when your world finally ends, and caos 

No longer apart of your demands, guess what 

You are going to need some helping hands. 
Your time is near and you better hope that those

Two girls spare you the time of the day. Remember it was you who chose to walk away from a mother they always had! But a father they’ve never had one…
Mother to father you know that it’s true, don’t worry though, because those same two girls will be looking down on you!!

And the rest is history, these are my words always spoken poetically..

Letting go

Letting go, sometimes is the hardest thing to do
Especially when you realize that the person
Wasn’t really meant for you.

Over the years you had several doubts
Trying to keep your family together
It’s what relationships is all about

Letting go means, someone will get hurt
You make every effort, to see if it still might work

The truth remains the same
The longer you both hold on, the deeper the pain

Sometimes in life we have to cut our loss
Not enough truth and too much false

Promises and faking who she or he really is
Sometimes questioning how you and this person
Somehow even share kids

Letting go, should be the right thing to do
Especially when the person your with is not
Really feeling you

Nobody likes to let go, they rather hold on
And not let their true feelings show

Letting go, for me is being about it
and not tip toe around it
Because feelings just keep getting hurt
From not letting go and realizing it just didn’t work

I tried letting go several times, hoping and praying
That the one I love would truly be mines
But it didn’t happen that way
Because I decided to stay, my heart got broken
And that’s just one of the prices I now have to pay

I held on so long to love, that was so wrong
From the very beginning, listening to my emotions kept me right on sinning

Letting go, should have been right from the start
Now anger and animosity is keeping us apart

Letting go, I tell anyone please don’t hesitate
Because the one you once love
Could be the one that consumes your heart with
So much hate

Letting go, is for everyone’s sake
I didn’t know it would be this hard, but now I know

Love, Let go and Let GOD! Poetically Spoken
Letting go .. Now I have to take charge

MONIQUE

Let me tell you about this girl name Monique 
She’s a hood chic, whenever she can be
Ride or die when she’s in the damn streets
Camouflage when she’s on the low key
Her smooth style cause she keeps it classy
Rough neck when they try to disrespect 
Talk smack  Monique would Neva let
So step back before your ass regret 
A known fact, she don’t make no empty threats 
So fall back, A nightmare you wish you Neva met 
She’s like a bomb ignited, about to explode
You took her kindness for her weakness cause you were neva told
Forcing her into attack mode
Sending your ass right down that dirt road
You must of thought that she was neva taught
to hold her own, Monique is well known
to hold her head she holds real high
knowing that God is always on her side
So all you haters just walk your ass on by
The day will come, tragedy for some
What you thought that she was gonna run
and that Monique was doing this all for fun
She’s on her way to that million dollar pay
Just the beginning, Monique will never stop
Until she rises onto the damn top