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MONIQUE

Let me tell you about this girl name Monique 
She’s a hood chic, whenever she can be
Ride or die when she’s in the damn streets
Camouflage when she’s on the low key
Her smooth style cause she keeps it classy
Rough neck when they try to disrespect 
Talk smack  Monique would Neva let
So step back before your ass regret 
A known fact, she don’t make no empty threats 
So fall back, A nightmare you wish you Neva met 
She’s like a bomb ignited, about to explode
You took her kindness for her weakness cause you were neva told
Forcing her into attack mode
Sending your ass right down that dirt road
You must of thought that she was neva taught
to hold her own, Monique is well known
to hold her head she holds real high
knowing that God is always on her side
So all you haters just walk your ass on by
The day will come, tragedy for some
What you thought that she was gonna run
and that Monique was doing this all for fun
She’s on her way to that million dollar pay
Just the beginning, Monique will never stop
Until she rises onto the damn top

Strong Black Woman

Let me tell you about that Strong Black Woman
She’s a real good woman
Who wont put up a fight
If you just do her right

What she really wants is for a man
to be that true guy
And stand by her side
And then you’ll know why
She’s one of a kind
If you just take the time
To see her real worth
She’s God’s sent to earth

A Diamond in a rough is not good enough
For that Strong Black Woman
Because she dont give up
When things are real tough

Strong Black Women
Just keep your head up
Before your fed up and lose your way
Sometimes it feels like we often lose sight
But God will make sure we always find our way

Strong Black Woman
Dont hesitate to tell that damn man
Who said your weak
You tell him not today
He took you through hell
And shook your faith
But all the things he took you through
Made you a brand new you

Strong Black Woman
This is what you say
You thought i was a fool
Not loving me
But only YOU! Gave YOU! the strength to take me through the things you took ME! through

But I’m a Strong Black Woman
And my life is renewed
A No good damn man
Aint worth the fuss
If you’re a real good woman
Then you’ll know your truth worth

A Strong Black Woman knows, good enough is not enough

A Real good woman well…..she knows whats right
She’ll keep her damn head up and fight the fight

To all My Black Women
This is Dedicated to you
Dont just let any man
Make you feel like
You dont do you
Them days are over
When you played the fool

Strong Black Women deserves
Nothing but the best
You heard what i said
Now go tell the rest

Strong Black Women often come in last
Best damn women, Best you ever had

A Strong Black Woman
You just dont like
You say she’s to mean, to fussy, and always wants to fight

The fact and the matter is
She earned that right
Without that Strong Black Woman
There would be No you

So if it seems like sometimes she’s mean
She Still and always will be
That Strong Black Nubian Queen

When Darkness Falls

Most of my life the sun never shined
I pray for the light through my deepest darkess times
I lay in my bed asking God why?
Why you chose me? To live in this life

My world is so cold and its hard to survive
I try to believe that the worst is behind
When i take a step forward, i fall several times
Making me feel like im losing my mind

I say on to thee
MY GOD! I WANNA BE FREE!
Free of all the pain and all the misery

IM GOING INSANE!
OH GOD! CANT YOU SEE!?
I dont wanna remain in this life you gave to me

I call out your name
MY LORD OH HOLY! Forgive me
MY GOD have mercy

Deliver my soul because im losing control
I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I drop to my knees and seen why Jesus wept

My Father in Heaven, have you turned your back on me?
I feel so alone because you never talk to me
I cry every night, hoping that you will see
I wanna be saved and serve you faithfully

The sun never shines, it only rains and storms on me
Tough times ahead, and more tears to shed

I cry out, NOMORE!
I cant take this spiritual war!

No one knows what i have to adore
They wouldnt believe the things that i saw

See, i believe that the end is near
Satan is whispering, hes whispering in my ear, saying Girl you better, you better fear
He grabbed on to me and said he aint going nowhere

This is the burden i carry with me
Do you hear me My Lord?
I need you desperately
He said on to me, turn away from him, satan knows that he can never win because the path he chose, a world full of sin
His life has already been condemned

I said to the lord, I thank you gracefully because all along you’ve carried me

Its hard to believe that the devil is after me
He comes into the night and attacks me in my sleep
I say my prayers to the one and only

Our Father in Heaven can you please protect me?
I just wanna be free and live my life in peace but im feeling so scared because its to much to bare

The sun never shines, just darkness falls on me
Will victory be mine? Or will i be damned for eternity?

Single Ladies

Single ladies, yea thats what i said
Because i dont let just any man get into my bed and play with my head

Whispering sweet lines just to see how my legs unwind
You better step in line
Because its gonna take alot more than that to get to know me from behind

I need someone to speak the truth, instead of always lying
Not into playing games and i dont like the crying

No disrespect, i diserve nothing but the best
Its what every woman wants, we want more, we cant settle for less

Single Lady, thats who i am
Its hard to find the right one, especially that good man

You know the one, that got you in the palm of his hand
He wont let you fall, because on his 2 feet, you will land

Best damn man
Best you ever had, even when he gets on your nerves, you cant stay mad

Sometimes i wonder, can a man like this even exist
Oh well, i guess another thing to add to my single Ladies list

Oh dont get me wrong, i dont plan on being this way for long
I just get tired of singing this same ole playa’s song

I dont know about yall, i can only speak for me
I need a man to treat his home like a castle and change my status from single lady to his one and only queen bee
Who have eyes just for me

Someone who i love and adore, what more can a woman ask for

Hmmm let me see…..make sure that man is faithful, has God in his heart and trustworthy, otherwise his love wont be truly sincere, dont forget the loyalty

This goes out to all my single ladies, before you decide to go flesh to flesh, always remember, we diserve nothing but the best

Now go tell the rest

You have now been served by the single ladies word

Family Went Wrong

Family went wrong from the day i was born
There was no sign of love except from above

I lay in my mother’s womb
Only to find out, it was really my prison tomb

How could it be? No family for me
I said to the lord, why did you do this to me?! Send me into a world of hate and onto a family who dont appreciate the blessing you sent to them

A child like me who they dont even see
The pain is deep, to deep for me
So i cry out to u lord because i need you desperately

How did it all go wrong
Should i have never been born?
I question this lord because my family is so torn

What can i do to make it right
There is still no sign of my family’s love, so i cry every night
Wishing it could be my family and me But that can never be true because me and my family are through

I never existed to them, a child they turned their back to
Born November 4th 1972

My life didnt end there, it only just begun
The lord said to me, your true blessings are near and your victory will be One

The day will come when you will see that family that went wrong is in the past you see
You’re blessed with 2 girls, who loves you faithfully

Our bond is strong and very tight, a Family once went wrong has now gone right

Thank you Jesus with all my might
For helping me win this endless fight

God you answered my prayers and washed away all of my tears, you gave me the strength and courage to face my fears on being alone

That pain i once felt is finally gone
Now my 2 children and I can peacefully move on

Forgotten

Why are we forgotten like we are someones blast from the past?
I just had to ask

Because im really tired of being labled as the outcast

Im really not that bad
I just tell it like it is
And for that you cant get mad

I have my flaws just like anyone else
The difference with me is
I dont make anybody feel bad about
themselves and i never will because its just not in me

I was never a jealous person
And i dont specialize in envy

Unfortunately alot of judgemental souls staring at me from head to toe
Meanwhile yall just dont know what we are going through, if you only knew

But then again you never will because weve been forgotten by all of you

OH HOW I LOVE THEE

My one and only
He use to make me feel like
Im the only one, his number one

And then it begun
He got up in my face
Such a disgrace
Making me feel for my love
He will kill
I was dying inside
Asking the lord why?
Why did this man choose to degrade
And mistreat me
I loved him wholeheartedly

Oh how i love thee
But all he ever did was lie and
Cheat on me

I wish i was blind
Because i really couldn’t see
But not literally

Atleast i would have an excuse for all the abuse
And telling myself this man dont care for you

Looking at myself from within
These were the days my troubles began
I felt like i stepped into a world of No mans land
Because all this man wanted to do was raise his hands

I just didn’t understand
You told me you loved me
And said you were my man
One of my biggest fans

You tore me down
Just because you thought u can
Your heart was black, it was all an act

Sealed with a kiss
How would i have known
I would meet your fist

Was i bamboozled?
No i was just tricked
This wasnt love, this was an
abusers blitz
This was for real, some real bad shit

Now i know how to let go
PAIN NOMORE!

Will i ever adore
Loving myself less and someone else more

I talk that talk and walk that walk
Allowing any abuse
I realize that was all my fault

Oh how i love thee
I’m more than a woman, its all in me
I was once blind
Now i can see

Being held captive, emotional and physically and all that misery

GUESS WHAT!

My world of pain no longer hinders me

Im Drowning

I’m Drowning! Can somebody help me out?!
Why cant anybody hear me scream and shout!

How in the hell did I fall down this well?
I fell on down, all one hundred and fifty pounds

What!

Nobody didn’t hear that sound?

BOOM!

A Big Ole Crack
Lord I hope I didn’t break my back

I’m drowning and i’m calling
Funny how nobody didn’t see me falling

It happened a few minutes ago
Cant understand why anybody doesn’t know

I’m drowning, Please help me out!
I dont know how long I can keep the water from entering my mouth

Please dont ignore my cries & screams
Because if you do

Well…

Thats just mean

I’m Drowning
I’m in this well
And I still dont know how in the hell

Was i pushed ? or even thrown
All i know is, i’m drowning
And the answer is still unknown

Hopefully one day i’ll find out the truth

Did i fall down?
Or did someone give me a boost?

It really dont matter now

The fact is somebody left me here to drown