Most of my life the sun never shined
I pray for the light through my deepest darkess times
I lay in my bed asking God why?
Why you chose me? To live in this life
My world is so cold and its hard to survive
I try to believe that the worst is behind
When i take a step forward, i fall several times
Making me feel like im losing my mind
I say on to thee
MY GOD! I WANNA BE FREE!
Free of all the pain and all the misery
IM GOING INSANE!
OH GOD! CANT YOU SEE!?
I dont wanna remain in this life you gave to me
I call out your name
MY LORD OH HOLY! Forgive me
MY GOD have mercy
Deliver my soul because im losing control
I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I drop to my knees and seen why Jesus wept
My Father in Heaven, have you turned your back on me?
I feel so alone because you never talk to me
I cry every night, hoping that you will see
I wanna be saved and serve you faithfully
The sun never shines, it only rains and storms on me
Tough times ahead, and more tears to shed
I cry out, NOMORE!
I cant take this spiritual war!
No one knows what i have to adore
They wouldnt believe the things that i saw
See, i believe that the end is near
Satan is whispering, hes whispering in my ear, saying Girl you better, you better fear
He grabbed on to me and said he aint going nowhere
This is the burden i carry with me
Do you hear me My Lord?
I need you desperately
He said on to me, turn away from him, satan knows that he can never win because the path he chose, a world full of sin
His life has already been condemned
I said to the lord, I thank you gracefully because all along you’ve carried me
Its hard to believe that the devil is after me
He comes into the night and attacks me in my sleep
I say my prayers to the one and only
Our Father in Heaven can you please protect me?
I just wanna be free and live my life in peace but im feeling so scared because its to much to bare
The sun never shines, just darkness falls on me
Will victory be mine? Or will i be damned for eternity?