Family went wrong from the day i was born
There was no sign of love except from above
I lay in my mother’s womb
Only to find out, it was really my prison tomb
How could it be? No family for me
I said to the lord, why did you do this to me?! Send me into a world of hate and onto a family who dont appreciate the blessing you sent to them
A child like me who they dont even see
The pain is deep, to deep for me
So i cry out to u lord because i need you desperately
How did it all go wrong
Should i have never been born?
I question this lord because my family is so torn
What can i do to make it right
There is still no sign of my family’s love, so i cry every night
Wishing it could be my family and me But that can never be true because me and my family are through
I never existed to them, a child they turned their back to
Born November 4th 1972
My life didnt end there, it only just begun
The lord said to me, your true blessings are near and your victory will be One
The day will come when you will see that family that went wrong is in the past you see
You’re blessed with 2 girls, who loves you faithfully
Our bond is strong and very tight, a Family once went wrong has now gone right
Thank you Jesus with all my might
For helping me win this endless fight
God you answered my prayers and washed away all of my tears, you gave me the strength and courage to face my fears on being alone
That pain i once felt is finally gone
Now my 2 children and I can peacefully move on
So deep and heart touching.
May His name be praised for His mercy endures forever.
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Thank you! & glory always be to God 🙂
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Amen!
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Thanks for sharing. I have a couple friends that struggle with this type of thing too so it’s nice to know that you’ve found some hope despite the struggles.
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Thank you 🙂 & you are very welcome
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It’s amazing what we can turn around, you have my respect for breaking the cycle and showing your children what a family should be. Wonderful poem, thank you for this.
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Thank you so much! I appreciate it 🙂
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I have nominated you for the One Lovely Blog Award. Your perspective, combined with the quality of your writing, is an inspiration.
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Thank you so much! I appreciate it 🙂 You are so sweet!
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Thanks for visiting my blog and the follow. I AM HAPPY TO KNOW YOU. Keep spirited.
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You welcome & thank you so much for following back 🙂
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A good friend of mine has parents who abuse her, but as she grew she learn that she could form her own family and there for her own bonds
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🙂 Always continue to pray for your friend & im glad that she was able to overcome all the pain, that was hindering her life
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i can relate and that was so moving and like water to the face of reality and it moved me. that was deep and felt. you got a way with words for real,for real.
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Thank you for the kind words, it comes deep down from my soul & i am glad i was able to touch your heart 🙂
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This is a lovely poem! He had a plan for you and He made it happen in His Love and Faithfulness! (Jeremiah 29:11)
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Amen! Thank you so much! & I will always glorify his name
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Really nice written, so deep hurt but an happy end. Nice to read. Thanks. And also thanks for the follow. I hope you’ll like my poems.
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Thank you so much 🙂 & you are welcome !
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Wonderful poetry, as always (:
By the way, you are my one-hundreth follower, so I hope you don’t mind that I tagged you in my latest post to thank everyone, and maybe send some follows your way (:
All the best,
-Sara
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I dont mind at all 🙂 & Thank u so much 🙂 i really appreciate it & you are welcome !
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Although you went through a rough childhood, I’m glad to read of the blessing which the Almighty has given yo: 2 little girls.
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Thank you so much! And Glory always be to God 🙂
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A good no. of people struggle with your kind of pain daily but I sm glad at least 1 of them managed to rise above the pain and managed to find happiness if not peace… kudos to you for coming out of the vicious cycle!!
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Thank you so much 🙂 and for the encouragement 🙂
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Wow! I applaud your vulnerability. Thanks for sharing yourself in such an honest way, and also for the follow.
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Thank you so much 🙂 i really appreciate it
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Reblogged this on My Pain, My Life, My Struggles, My Fight.
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A beautiful poem, the story of triumph over pain and heartbreak. Many of us have been what I call “the walking wounded” that God has raised up to new life in Him, and filled us with His love. Perhaps we should form an internet support group. I’ll be following you. God bless.
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Thank you so much again, for taking the time to read my poems, im glad i was able to continue to touch your heart, if you truly want to start a internet support group, you can email me Godschild4048@gmail.com and let me know with more information, Thank you 🙂
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Beautiful, GOD is always have something very special for everyone.
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Thank you so much! And you are right! He does, God is great! Amen! 🙂
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Gosh, this is just… wow, I’m speechless. No words to even explain how strong you are. Great poem.
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Thank you soo much for your comment! 🙂 I really appreciate u for taking the time to read my poem, Thank you hun! 🙂
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I feel your pain and I am glad you’re seeking the Lord for healing not just for you but for your family too. I like the way you relate your story though poem, makes it the more interesting. Your a wonderful soul.
Also, thank you for visiting and following my blog. Hope you enjoy going back.
Happy birthday too ❤
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Thank you so much for wishing me a Happy Birthday! and Thank you for understanding and feelin my pain, and Thank you too for visiting my blog 🙂 God Bless you!
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This is a very touching poem which has been written beautifully. Bless, May your life be filled with joy. Very inspiring indeed. Thanks.
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Thank you so much! and thank you for enjoying my poetry, im glad it inspired you 🙂 God bless you
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I believe we are all Gifted Children of Gods Creation, and with the Lyrics you Sung in Words,
Could Cure all the Hurt Souls of the Nation;
I felt in Heart your Voice of Choir, a voice that any being with a right mind can desire.
You Have what it takes to be number one on the chart, you gotta get a record done, and show to the younger generation what musics about.. You got my Vote.1 appreciated
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I also appreciate you so much, just to take the time to consider me for a record deal and making a change in young peoples lives, that is the main reason for my writing, to help somebody and hopefully make a change in their lives, with prayer all things will happen, Thanks again and God bless you always 🙂
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Praise God. Tearing me up! Breaking the cycle. I’m so sorry you went through so much pain. Thank you for sharing your story.
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Thank you so much for taking the time to read my stories 🙂 God bless you!
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